only i can be so un-emo and depressed on their own birthday. many bad things always seem to happen its a day i seem to regret.. not because it was my birth but it reminds me of many bad things over the year... my grandfathers death... in retrospect it was probably better it was his time he was old... but many bad things happen to me and others on this day... a friend who is a medical intern was having many people die at her work that day... and later on a young friend of mine went to the hospital for heart problems... i am a friend to the entire family and was with his two sisters and brother while they went through this ordeal... i felt bad for them and watched them fall apart watched one of them make a bad decision and another get mad. i felt so bad for them... i wish there was something i could have done. im sure he is fine the brother said he had been there before and they said it was nothing... still he is only... my i dont know... id guess 10-12 maybe... im not really sure... still way to young.. he may even be younger im really not sure... Roar! we should do away with this day... nothing good came from it... ha ha... i mean i was born on it... and I may be the worst thing to happen to the world on that day... nov. 12... who knows... maybe i can bring the day around